:: there's nothing to see here but the rain ::
there's nothing to hold you but the flames.| [::..archive..::] |
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| [::..people..::] |
| :: me[>] |
| :: scott worden[>] |
| :: travis analog[>] |
| :: sean gauvreau[>] |
| :: alice stevens[>] |
| :: brian arban[>] |
| :: justin bilicki[>] |
| :: vince mazzola[>] |
| [::..music..::] |
| :: alkaline trio[>] |
| :: church of gyga [>] |
| :: hot water music[>] |
| :: nishijin[>] |
| :: the black dahlia murder[>] |
| [::..stuff..::] |
| :: michigan hardcore [>] |
| :: michigan fest 2002 [>] |
| :: gossip [>] |
| :: girls plus boys[>] |
| :: the butcher paper [>] |
| :: do you want to know your future? [>] |
| :: pictures [>] |
| [::..comments..::] |
| :: leave some.[>] |
:: Saturday, June 01, 2002 ::
it's been four months. i'm back online. are you happy?:: Tuesday, January 29, 2002 ::
playlist: hgtv - ahhh. the sweet sounds of cable television.
:: Vanessa 8:41 PM [+] ::
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he hurts. i try. is there anything i can do? i work. i create. i conjure. will it work? can things be alright? i hope so. nothing has ever been so perfect. don't let it go away now. it just wouldn't be fair.:: Tuesday, January 22, 2002 ::
you are my life, baby. everything i've worked for is here and for us to share. don't be so quick to run away. i'm not.
playlist: june of 44 - [the one with the fish on the cover]
:: Vanessa 4:51 AM [+] ::
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scott worden and brian eschbach kissing is the hottest thing ever.:: Friday, January 18, 2002 ::
playlist: vanessa's veal cut mix - a scott exclusive
:: Vanessa 6:43 PM [+] ::
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my thoughts are consumed with pictures of you. i cannot sleep without your presence.:: Saturday, January 12, 2002 ::
here's some good news:
i found a solution. dreams may be carried out as planned.
sweet dreams my darling.
playlist: the jealous sound - perfect
:: Vanessa 6:15 AM [+] ::
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your words enlighten me. they lift my spirits unbelievably. i am beginning to see things in a clearer light. i realize that i just need to be surrounded by the sparkle of your eyes and the kindness of your words. maybe then all things will fall into place.:: Friday, January 11, 2002 ::
playlist: jack meowing because he's not happy with his new diet
:: Vanessa 6:07 AM [+] ::
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i have only been updating this thing about once a week due to new found hobbies in my life. i'm sorry for not recording my memories in the proper fashion.:: Tuesday, January 08, 2002 ::
sleep calls out to me. i feel sick and not so tired all of the time. i go from one worry to another and it probably will never end. i just want to run so far away. where no one knows me. nothing. nothing. away i go.
playlist: kitty kat slurping water from the turtle's tank
:: Vanessa 5:37 AM [+] ::
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sleep well my darling. i can see you tucked away out of the corner of my eye. away from all the temptation. away from all the sorrow. off too dreamland you travel with only the dearest of thoughts in your mind. i only wish good things for you.
playlist: sonic youth - goo
:: Vanessa 5:15 AM [+] ::
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